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immediately, We talking about the sorts of awkward situations that you can really sense at ease talking about except with an advice columnist in front of thousands of anonymous strangers. How do you make it clear to a guy that you not his friend, His therapist or his mother? What if he also donations thousands of dollars to your livestream? And what does it mean to have a fetish for a precise type of person? Is it habitually bad? Is it something that needs to be pursued or avoided?

Last column, You touched upon this problem of a man liking a female streamer. beautifully, This time I the female streamer asking for help managing viewer.

i was a regular streamer, And started only because a youtube/gaming network asked me to. It was a lot of fun, The channel saw amazing success, Then one day someone from town found me, And well this can be the problem begins. He liked my stream and had a ton of cash. It began with $100. Then it began increasing. Eventually responsibility donated A BIG amount to me out Talking over $6K. They began taking personal interest in my life and because I was dealing with hardships, They took it upon themselves to assist me with money. I asked them to finish, though refused to, Saying it made them feel better about themselves to help me.

Outside of speaking in streams and chatting in a game together, We didn communicate much. task was very guarded, Didn really like to express himself. When this person decided to stop by my hometown while on a tour of this part of the us, I haltingly opted for meet up (Mostly agreed because I felt guilty he donated abundance of money). it turns out he barely any older than my younger siblings, And lonely by reason of military life. I was beneficial to him, But I think this is where I messed up I guilty of often unwilling to be mean (Because I really efficient at being mean) So I didn say I is hang out, i highly recommend you don visit me. It unique. You don notice me.

He decided to come back to visit this area again a few months later to meet up with me and another member of town, Against my guidance. Even though his tours and trips did include going to other places, a large amount of his trip was centered around being in my hometown and spending time with just me, Refusing to meet up if my friend were with us. This time I confronted him about why it is he keeps coming to see me instead of other friends or family, To stop donating so much money and basically just to really talk it out.

He asserts that I genuine and real, (Despite my undoubted signs and history of being toxic, lowered, anti social, etcetera.) And that it more genuine to meet up with somebody from online in person. even though we met online, He thinks it weird to chat online. After talking with him about of my concerns, I see he a lonely nerd whose life experience at 22 is on a military life and who was crushing hard on the girl he saw on stream. He says my streams have helped him with within the armed forces monotony; He stressing out about life, Feeling the full force of the human event weighing on him, And he sees comfort in me. i am aware of doing things alone and being alone sucks; But I never latched onto a streamer I didn know in efforts to force a friendship with them and to ease my isolation. i said that with the money he donated, He could possibly have paid a therapist for help. He in reality,actually did get help, But now he wants to chat out his therapy aerobics with me. In all the internet time I do, He maybe there is in one form or another. Waiting will log into the game, Waiting that i can group up, Waiting for me to start streaming so he could possibly be first in chat. I starting out get sick of him.

Where do I go from here? I very selective with the buddies I make, So for someone to latch on to me even if they saw me online and force a friendship feels strange, And little bit, Very distressing. He a fantastic, Lonely kid but I don want to encourage or reward his behavior of just appearing in someone hometown by being friends with him. breath analyzer go full force and cut ties with him, Remove him from my pals list on steam, bnet, and a lot more, repayment his money (despite I have a policy of not doing that) And just straight cold shoulder him, probably devastating him? (He falls apart when i ignore him.) nor, what’s keep being nice to this lonely, Deluded stranger while enforcing some strong boundaries for both of us (Which I have no notion what they would be). This sounds like the most logical right move, But I think even an inch is a great deal of for him. He means that well, But I don want him used. guidance!

Here your problem in other words, FS: you bought a good heart. This all alone isn a bad thing, But it being in addition to a very familiar issue: You putting his desires above your own rather than risk being are taught in our culture to be overly considerate to men and men feelings regardless of what the even when it at their own expense. realistically, There are times when women will feel that they have to be nice to a guy, Even if their own safety is at risk.

at this time, Let be apparent: I don think this guy is really a threat to you but he sure as hell isn in great emotional working order, And he imprinted on you like a baby gosling. As I told Lost and mislead (And motivated by A Camgirl before him): He has the illusion of a affair with you. nearly everywhere he sees you so often on Twitch, That he contributed in a material way to you and that he even interacted with you can give the sense of a greater level of intimacy than actually exists. He feels like he knows you because of that sense of familiarity, Which is part of why he thinks less of donating so much money towards you. He may even feel a touch of ownership as they given you so much.

It might change if he had money to burn and an otherwise solid social life and this was just an indulgence for him. it also not. It fostering an junk, Unrealistic and ultimately one sided relationship problems on his part.

And then there the clumsiness on your end of things. It hard enough for some women to be direct about shutting guys down in fact, it may possibly be pretty dangerous. But there more doing here.

initially, There the fact that he given you big money. That might not have had overt strings attached to it, But it sure as hell is going to make you feel a little obligated to make nice. That deep rooted sense of reciprocity is in every person. In his book effect, Eric Cialdini goes into all the ways people use reciprocity to manipulate us, From the mints that are included in the bill at dinner to car salesmen offering us bottles of water. on the contrary, to many people, as a result of creepers to out and out abusers, Will use that sense of reciprocity to influence the people they all in favour of; the companies done X, Y and Z within your, So don you at least owe them something for your efforts?

It doesn sound like your guy is purposely giving you money to keep you in his life, But it is section of the calculus as to why you having a hard time giving him the ol heave ho.

Then in place his sad sack sob story. over again: It may not be something he doing on purpose, But by causing you to be both mother confessor and the only person in his life, He offloading a hell of a lot of responsibility onto your shoulders accountabilities that you are absolutely not responsible for. He leveraging your sense of guilt to make you feel as though you have a duty to him after he unilaterally decided that you his best friend and mother confessor and loses his shit when you don play along.

this may be all deeply manipulative [url=https://charmdatescamreviews.wordpress.com/]charmdate scam[/url] on his part. Whether or not it something he doing consciously sitting in front of his laptop, Fingers steepled and glasses glinting in the light of the computer monitor, Plotting his next action to take you dance to his tune doesn make it any less manipulative, Creepy or just plain fucked up.

nevertheless, I do have to point out that it really doesn help that you met up with him anyway. That going to blur the lines between and especially if it not damaging credit something like an organized meet up event. Seeing him again months later was also a bad move, Especially considering how secure you are with him. It sets precedent and what you had envisioned; Now he has even more reason to see you as uncle, physical therapist, Crush point, what have you.

in order that, all of that in mind, Here my neutral for you: You need some serious fuck off boundaries not just with him but generally speaking. Letting people manipulate you through feeling like you can be direct or refuse because it be is going to lead to more trouble soon, And feasible worse than this. Learning to say and make it stick is one of the biggest skills you can develop on both a personal and professional level. That goes doubly so alongside with your audience. If they might put a tip in your tip jar, that thing, But it not a request that guarantees them your attention or time beyond the stream. Same with normal folks who just a) To be in your and b) need you. Unless you have an actual association with them, That just bad shit purchasing a place to occur.

(as well: fairly sweet sufferin Jesus, Lock down your social media as of now.)

Part of having those restrictions means enforcing them. which means drawing some very firm lines in the sand. He not your consultant, You not his therapist and you sure as hell aren with any type of a relationship. You a performer, He the audience, And in which the end of it. Cut him from your friends lists and make it clear that your interactions are now very, Very restricted and you going to drop kick him through the goalposts of Twitch if he breaks those rules. If you feeling most generous, you can look at giving him the money back but honestly? I ensure. Call it fiascos tax.

sound, I suggest cutting him off entirely and potentially bouncing him from the stream. I don think he going to respect any decisions you make without the shitload of drama for you. But here one thing: despite your past you do, You going to need to stick to your guns because there going to be a hell of a tantrum coming.

You going to feel guilty with that, But you need to know these magic words: It not your dependability. that is why, It blows he lonely. That not your obligations. You didn offer to be his only social outlet, He dumped this on you. You are not accountable for his life, His emotions or and this is really great whatever he does when you cut him loose.

He which has a fuss. avoid thinking about it. He might warned self harm. just ignore IT. awaken he serious, you can always drop a line to the MPs where he stationed but he is not your responsibility.

It sucks that you got stuck in this case, FS. Now it time to dig yourself out and learn from it so you don make the same mistakes again. and don’t be stuck, And let us know how it all goes.

beloved Dr. NerdLove, I find it difficult I like your thoughts on.

I growing a bit worried about my sexual fantasies/desires or just plain interests that have been swirling in my head for sometime.

wish,you should, I would say that I have a racial personal preference for asian females. I not much of an anime fan and the only asian flicks I watch are old Jet Li and Jackie Chan movies so I don think it counts as a fetish. I don know why I have it, But we do. It really manifested itself in twelfth grade. My school was situated in a Vietnamese majority neighborhood so as a result my school was populated with some very attractive Vietnamese girls. unfortunately I don know if this a problem per se because this probably resulted in me forming my closest friendship I have right now in my life with an Asian woman. Long story short I had the whole best friend pining for his female friend bullshit thing and after years of this we had long, Blunt heart to heart and now our friendship is closer than ever primarily to point she is my number one friend. So maybe the top issue is much ado about nothing.